Kerja Baru.. Environment baru....

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera kepada smua...

Pekabar smua? seminggu kebelakangan ni ramai yg tak sihat kan, termasuklah aku...
aku pun seminggu diserang virus demam....yang akhirnya menjemput jg batuk2 dan selesema...

tp alhamdulillah sudah pulih dari demam , tinggal batuk2 sj...

hari ni, secara rasminya aku mula bekerja ditempat kerja yg baru, dengan rakan sekerja yang baru smuanya, ofis pun masih baru lagi..pendek crita smuanya baru la... dan terus environment baru.. totally kena speaking kalo ngn Operational Manager, sbb she is not local people dan tak faham bahasa ibunda kita sangat..bleh kata mmg tak faham la...

kerja baru, job task pun baru.. kali ni aku keja part sales and marketing.. hehehee.. harap2 semuanya akan berjalan lancar la.... :D

utk kerja ni, biasalah.... ada probation period, slama 3bulan.. capai requirement= stay.. and vice versa...

ok.... chaiyok2 intan.. perhaps you can show something.. ni cabaran btul ni utk diri sendiri....

all the best to myself.... ;)

apakah....

apakah..

yang sedang terjadi dalam tubuh badanku ini...

apakah..

yang sedang berlaku diluar pandangan kasar aku??

apakah..

rasa apakah yang sedang ku alami ini......


sakit...
panas...
sejuk...
pedih...
menusuk...
semua silih berganti, pada ketika2 yang tidak menentu...

sehingga yang belum pernah ku alami juga telah terjadi semalam ... sakitnya... hanya Kau yang tahu..

Ya Allah...

aku tahu dimana yang terjadi sesuatu..
dan ada yang aku tahu apakah ia..
tapi ku tidak tahu... sehingga tahap manakah ia ..
kerana ku tidak mahu memikirkannya...
kerana apa yang mahu kufikirkan hanyalah..
aku semakin baik dan semakin okay.
kerana semuanya mampu dengan kuasaMu Ya ALLAH..




Ya Allah....

aku tahu aku bukan insan yang benar2 taat kepadaMu..
aku tahu aku bukan insan yang terlepas dari melakukan dosa2 besar..
aku juga tahu aku kini bukan anak yang benar2 baik..

Namun Ya Allah...

aku mohon kepadaMu... kpd Kau Yang Maha Pengampun.. lg Maha Pemurah dan Penyayang, Kau Yang Esa...

Maafkan setiap dosa2ku... dan ku mohon Ya Allah SWT, Pinjamkan lagi kepadaku, setiap inci anggota tubuhku segala2nya luar dan dalam, yang Kau sedang pinjamkan kepadaku kini..

Berikanlah kesempatan untukku terus memilikinya lagi.. untuk satu waktu yang panjang..untuk sepanjang hayatku... pinjamkan aku dalam keadaan serba baik seperti Kau anugerahkan pada awalnya Ya Allah..

kerana,

aku masih memiliki beberapa orang yang ku kasihi, sayangi, dan cintai Ya Allah..
yang masih mengharapkan kasih dan sayang dariku Ya Allah..
yang masih memerlukanku disisinya Ya Allah..
untuk sama-sama meneruskan perjuangan dan perjalanan di dunia ini ..
kerna itu, ku perlukan khudratku Ya Allah.. aku mohon pinjam lagi semuanya dariMu..

Ku Cuma Ingin

ku cuma ingin,
lalui setiap detik bagaikan saat terakhir..
bukan bererti kudoakan kepergianku..
juga tidak ku doakan kepergianmu..
cuma ku ingin benar2 menghargai masa yg kita punya..
kerana ku tidak mahu sesal kemudian hari.

ku cuma ingin..
dirimu izinkan ku bersamamu..
setiap detik yang kita berpeluang..
sekalipun detik itu bersama yang lain2..

ku cuma ingin..
menikmati bahagia bersamamu setiap detik..
melewati pelosok alam..
selagi daya dikandung badan..
selagi upaya masih digenggaman..

ku cuma ingin..
dirimu maafkan setiap khilafku..
tersenyum dgn setiap kekalutanku..
tenang dgn setiap rajukku..

ku cuma ingin..
dirimu tahu cinta ini benar utkmu..
ku berdoa semoga Yang Esa kekalkan kita berdua..
Berdua bahagia sehingga selama-lamanya..

Semoga ku punya kemampuan..
kemampuan untuk sama2 bangun berdiri dan duduk..
selamanya selagi hayat dikandung badan..
Begitu juga doaku untukmu..

Kek Coklat Moist..

Salam dan hai..

Kek coklat moist?? wah... sure ramai kat luar sana yang sangat sukakannya kan? ya, saya ada hadiah untuk anda.. tp gambar je lah yer... :D hihi

Presenting.... My First Moist Chocolate Cake.. 

 gambar kurang sempurna sebab aku baru je cucuk check cake tu dh well-cooked atau belum, terus paksu aku kaut tepi tu skit dgn sudu untuk rasa@makan.. hahaha.. dia dah tak sabar2 since aku start buat lagi. aduh... sabar je lah.. kek ni without the moist yet..

                        here it looks like inside... well, it is such because aku tak masukkan baking powder (to all
                        cake makers : sorry sebab rupa2nya baking powder sedia ada kt rumah telah ibuku buang. jd
                        time buat ni dh tengah malam, 7E xjual pulak baking powder, tapi takpe, slumber je,kek tetap
                       jadi.. rasa tetap sedap. nyum2... ;P

                                         hehehe.. LOOK CLOSELY....

                                          CLOSE AGAIN.... DAN LAGI..LAGI DAN LAGI...

Aku bukan penggemar kek coklat pun sebenarnya.. tapi.... aku cuba buat kek coklat moist ni adalah untuk kekasih hatiku( bakal suamiku... insyaAllah ... (amin-- u allz tlg doa2kan yer.. )), kerana dia sukakan kek ini. :) (i just knew it-hehe) I said it is a trial  Because i have another plan, if this is successful, hope that my wish will come true.
Dia tahu aku akan buat, cuma sebenarnya dia tak tahu pun aku buat kek ni semalam, semoga bila dia tahu effort aku, dia akan menghargainya... :) and i knew he is so!  peace! ;)

Well, bahan2nya dah banyak hari aku beli sebenarnya(without baking powder as in my knowledge,baking powder ada kusimpan dlm tupperwear bahan2 lain).. cuma belum berkesempatan untuk do it. so now.. tenaga ada, walau dah lewat malam (yelah bulan puasa--buat siang2 mcm kurang best) i still do it! and i'm done! :)


so... inilah hasilnya...

To mydear , this is FOR YOU .. I MADE IT REALLY BECAUSE OF YOU. :)
Well, actually i wish that you can taste my first moist chocolate cake ni.. if only i'm able to past it to you..
hmmm...

                        NYUM2.... JEMPUT MAKAN YA.. but,ooppss..tunggu berbuka dlu.. hehe

pss: my family semua sibuk nak makan time bersahur tadi, so semua pakat amik sorang sikit, as pencuci mulut la sbb bru lepas bersahur in crucial time (sebab aku tertidur , hahaha, penat sikit punya pasal..) hehehe.

pss no 2: luv u so much dear...

Opppss... dh 4 hari yer berpuasa.. cepat je rasa..

Salam dan hai....

Dh pun cukup 4hari kita berpuasa.. esok dh jd hari ke 5..malam ni ialah mlm terawikh ke 5 dah.. (to those non-muslim that maybe don't know..it is as such coz pertukaran hari is maghrib time actually). :)

Erm, hari ni aku masih mengamalkan berbuka ala kadar sj.. Lgpun aku masih mood mengontrol amount makanan yang mulut aku ambik ni.. :P so berbuka macam biasa dgn kurma, then air.. agar2 seketul, then makan laksam...

Aha, kebetulan cakap pasal laksam....this is another story of laksam..
waduh2.. tahu lah kita berpuasa, tapi janganlah sampai lori garam tumpah makcik ooii.. huhuhuhu.. sedap kuah laksamnye, tapi masinnnn... ape lagi, adjustment is needed!
terus aku ambil air panas,tuangkan sedikit takat yang aku rasa perlu kedalamnya, then rasa dah better. adik dan emakku juga buat begitu.. huhuhu.. sabar sj lah.

Erm, selain tu ade kuih-muih yang adikku beli (sudah dipesan usah di beli kuihnya kok, tapi dia masih beli, mungkin kerna rasa terliurnya... hahaha)  so, ade kuih tradisional Kelantan--akok, dan satu lagi kuih apam. Aku cuma makan sejam selepas berbuka.. sebab kenyang kot. :)

Mlm ni berbuka dirumah cuma bertiga sahaja.. tadi yang aku mention tu jer lah.. aku,emakku dan adikku yang bongsu. Adik lelaki sorang lagi berbuka di rumah kawannya, yang perempuan dgn boyfriend dia.. Abang aku pulak rasanya dgn saper lg, dgn buah hatinya lah..

Erm.. jeles?? Entahla... diorg dua tu dah 2kali at least, berbuka dgn buah hati masing2, aku??? sekali pun belum....

Okaylah..
nanti kita crita2 lagi...
duzzz...

Hari Ketiga Berpuasa

Salam dan hai...

Well... today already 3rd day berpuasa kan..

Hari ni aku dan emak ku dr pg smpai ptg jaga booth di MOFEW at Mid valley Exhibiton Center..
smpai tepat jam 9.30pg.. parking pun kosong byk lg.

Paling best mula hari, mak aku took only 20minutes from here Sri Gombak to Mid Vell.. wah.. a new record to her since she started driving.. hehehe.. Thumbs Up to her!!

Erm... we need to wear the "hair" of the clown maa... everyone of us. with baju Hawaii gtu.. mcm aloha.. like picnic tepi pantai lak,. but fun ..

So, slain distributing flyers and explaining some to the visitors, aku dan mak did take time to ronda2 the exhibiton. Sempat la pulak mak aku apply credit card ngn CIMB Bank.. dpt ler satu travelling bag..We all pun sempat daftar ahli utk KFC Snaxx club, siap kena ambil gambar gitu, wah cutenye with rambut afro clown tu,so dptla lg goodie bag. so hr ni total 3goodie bag aku dpt--sampaikan satu tertinggal kt booth(but dah minta rakan lain tlg keep for us).hehe.

Kt situ jg ada exhibiton about travelling packages..from MAS(Malaysian Airline). but that one aku just round take a look je lah.. so, jam pun dh menunjukkan jam 3ptg lebih, aku ajak mak aku balik .. to avoid traffic jam lor.. al-maklumlah kan bulan puasa.. silap2 hari bulan leh stranded dlm jam berjam2.. no no no.. :P

pss: pics will be upload later on.. :)

Be Good to Me...

Everyday it's getting worse
Do the same things and they hurt
I don't know if I should cry
All I know is that I'm tryin'
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you
But you make it so hard to do

What's the point of makin' plans
You break all the ones we have
I don't know where we went wrong
Cause we used to be so strong
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you

So why can't you be
Be good to me?

I don't ask for much
All I want is love
Someone to see
That's all I need
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gonna be good to me
Good to me
Please?

I used to think I had it all
Then one day we hit a wall
I had hoped you were the one
That was my dream
Where has it gone?
I wanted to be with you
Forever, just me and you

So why can't you be
Be good to me?

I don't ask for much
All I want is love
Someone to see
That's all I need
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gonna be good to me
Good to me
Please?

Where do I go from here?
You've gotten under my skin
And I don't know how
To get out of this place that I'm in

I don't ask for much
All I want is love
Someone to see
That's all I need
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gonna be good to me
Good to me
Please?

I don't ask for much
All I want is love
Someone to see
That's all I need
Somebody to be
Someone to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gonna be good to me
Good to me
Please!

another.. Not like that

Happy Fasting Month... @ Selamat Berpuasa

Hye friends..

I wish u all a very warm Happy Fasting in this Ramadhan month..  Thanks to ALLAH SWT (for muslim) that we meet this month again.. I hope that we all can finish this month peacefully,perhaps..

So, today is the 2nd day of fasting ya.. n 3rd night of Terawikh..
so how is everything? should be okay rite? just 2days.. hehehe..
for those who do the terawikh solat, syukur alhamdulillah.. Congrats to u allz !

So, erm... nyam2 nyam.. usually when Ramadhan comes, ppl will think bout food and raya.. but, raya is far away.. so we talk about food..
what food do u allz like for breaking our fast?
some like directly take heavy foods.. some are prefer lightly first... while some or majority is both i think..
well for me, both.. i'll drink , take kurma , then maybe agar2, then makan... yam2 ...
but mostly i am full because of water... hahahaha.. i drink quite a lot lor... (huff... even not so good lor during break-fast) hehehe.. what to do..

well.. whatever u allz eat, do not waste ur foods.. so do , not to buy a lot of foods.. okay??
n enjoy ur fasting day ! :)

Life never been this hard..

life never been this hard, when couldnt speak if only for non important thing.. what to have to had a conversation then, when some things is restricted.

am i wrong? i just want conversation... yeah, it's everyday.. is it wrong? i didnt request for so many times in a day.. (huh, bad is it..till need to use the "request" word??)

but, how could that conversation been done?? if i do not have something really important or interesting to be talked about??

it is damn hurt... but only if the person understand my feeling regarding this..

am i too meminta-minta???? am i???

what else could be the topic for conversation?? if there is no work-related...? and also no what's the activity of today..??? what else??? oh.. don't they get it, that small thing also important in relationship? it's not about mindset.. but it's bout things that will strengthen the relationship... things that can make both heart tied-up more closer and nourishing all the time.. 

oh, this is called as life principal is it? erm.. i understand it is that way.. is it mydear friends out there??i understand, but.. let see in both direction.. i'm the one who like to keep cntct tru the day.. but, as the life-principal of that person is not like that, i admit.. not tru the day.. but, can it be negotiable to have 1 to 2 conversation a day? at least if none in the day, must in the night.. is it too much???  oh i understand in the situation of busy... if busy, then it's fine for me...

but come back here...

it is a burden to my heart when i couldnt talk when there is no important topic at all!! coz lastly it's me who feel hurted and touched... come on... someone help me pls.. 

Searching...searching and searching... arghhh...

Hye..

First of all, thanks to new followers.. hope u all can invite ur frens too to follow this blog. for the starter like me need support from u all guys. THanks again.

Searching...

ooohhh... i'm like craving.. craving like hunting... hunting for a living.. huff...

erm, nowadays mylife is full of searching, searching for jobs, searching easy money making, searching for career.. searching for something that i am capable of. Coz i knew that not everything i am capable of, so i keep searching.. then trying... then waiting... then keep searching again, perhaps what i'm doing will give me a better result soon.


yeaahhh...
wish for my luck! tq.

Love and be Loved

Love makes us smile.. love also makes us cry... but why do we still in it?

It's simple, because everyday each of us want to love and be love ....actually, i can say it is not that we want to love or be loved..but, something that can be called as NEED already. NEED ??? hmmm... am i correct?

Hushhh... so many thing to think la like that, aite?
Mmmm... loving is something nature, it is inside ourself.. when we love someone, we also crave for their love too. Undeniable right??. Either realise about it or not, deep in heart, that is what we want.

Loving is not easy as saying.. sometimes we hope the person that we love,love us too. Some are lucky,some are not. But what we sometimes neglect is we tend to hope that our lover love us too in our way.. Why it is such?? It hurts us when our lover did not love us in our way.. but does it meant his/her love is not strong? or does it a liitle than us??? mmmm... NOPE.. NO NO NO.. if our lover do not showing his/her love as we hope, it does not mean it is little than our feeling, or not strong. It is not the "kayu pengukur"(measurement) for it..  It will be unfair to them to judge like that.. :P

But then, the most questionable is.... could we stand it that way????
hah, here is the problem... try to less the expectation, try to receive his/ her love in their way, and giving ur love in ur way... Then, think... "am i can cope with this?? am i able to live like that?? am i okay with it? "... ask... ask urself, use ur deepest mind, and deepest heart...... make sure it is when ur emotional is in optimum condition---which mean, not in a bad mood, not in a sooo good mood(hehehehe). let it be in time of ur emotion is stable enough,then ask.... then, UP TO YOU... :)

Life goes on..

Hye..

I'm done.. it's not just, but not also so long ago. I'm done with my degree,first degree. So what's up with that? Many of us also done our first degree.. but i'm not going to shout out about it. What i'm gonna say is, I am completed another chapter in mylife. So, that means , i have to move on in another life chapter where it is actually more into the really2 important and for the whole life.. A lot of people planning on taking master and then PhD.. yeah it's true i'm not out of it. I do want it. But, it is still not really something that really touch your current life and future. Indeed,indirectly yes it is. (huh, what i'm talking about )

Well,
either you allz agree or not, the most important in surviving is the chapter of how we are making something for our life. duzzzz---making money. I'm not a techno-how person.. i'm also not an intelligence person.. i'm just like a kid in this world. Theory is remain as theory, as long as we dunno how to turn it into something. Now, i'm starting new chapter in mylife.. for u allz out there, that is MORE WELL-DONE than me, u r welcome to share ur experiences and tips.. Hope for the best. Perhaps that me also can do well as what u allz have done. Now, i'm still figuring out and deciding, and also trying... all the opportunities that i can grab and do in surviving.. ! so, do help urself in being my friends,and my teacher.. hehehe.. welcome.. duzzz...

## i'm not working as Cust Serv Exec with Celcom anymore.. currently the title is "unemployed".. so that is now i really into something. that can be done from home.. :)

Life is About Journey

Life..

It's all about journey,
To the north or to the south,
To the east or to the west,
All is about our life journey.

Becoming hunter or becoming victim,
Rather run or stay,
Either start or follow,
Neither think nor ignore.

Life,

The journey to be live,
The journey to be explore,
The journey to be chills,
The journey to be create.

Someone here or someone there,
Nothing differ nothing strange,
Work it out or let it go,
Its all is in your hand.


Nothing more nothing less,
It's all about the path we take,
It's all about the road to be taken,
Because Life is about Journey.

my new life-path

Every living things will pass by every road and every dorm of life-style in their life path..

so do i..

It is 2010 already huh.. and i'm looking at my blog once again. perhaps it will be a routine back later??
well... not to 'anak-tiri'kan this blog.. but time-constraint take me to not everything at one time. huf----> is it a reason?? hehehe.. hopefully not.

I'm done my bach.degree already. Currently working as Cust.Service Executive at one of Major Telecommunication company at Malaysia.. so how bout u??
Living as cust serv exec... hmm... not so fun, but it's okay for the time-being. :)

and one more thing, an important thing to me... Living again as a lover to A MAN.. a sweet man. Perhaps he will be someone that i really can count on and rely on when in need. so do i wish i'll be for him! ~~  love is in the air.. ;)

Erm..seems to be everybody is busy changing own life.. Yeahh, that's good. Everyone doing and gonna be doing something to earn for a living. and for a better living! so how about u? wish that all our dreams will come true!

enjoy!!~~  :)