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Happy Fasting Month... @ Selamat Berpuasa

Hye friends..

I wish u all a very warm Happy Fasting in this Ramadhan month..  Thanks to ALLAH SWT (for muslim) that we meet this month again.. I hope that we all can finish this month peacefully,perhaps..

So, today is the 2nd day of fasting ya.. n 3rd night of Terawikh..
so how is everything? should be okay rite? just 2days.. hehehe..
for those who do the terawikh solat, syukur alhamdulillah.. Congrats to u allz !

So, erm... nyam2 nyam.. usually when Ramadhan comes, ppl will think bout food and raya.. but, raya is far away.. so we talk about food..
what food do u allz like for breaking our fast?
some like directly take heavy foods.. some are prefer lightly first... while some or majority is both i think..
well for me, both.. i'll drink , take kurma , then maybe agar2, then makan... yam2 ...
but mostly i am full because of water... hahahaha.. i drink quite a lot lor... (huff... even not so good lor during break-fast) hehehe.. what to do..

well.. whatever u allz eat, do not waste ur foods.. so do , not to buy a lot of foods.. okay??
n enjoy ur fasting day ! :)

Life never been this hard..

life never been this hard, when couldnt speak if only for non important thing.. what to have to had a conversation then, when some things is restricted.

am i wrong? i just want conversation... yeah, it's everyday.. is it wrong? i didnt request for so many times in a day.. (huh, bad is it..till need to use the "request" word??)

but, how could that conversation been done?? if i do not have something really important or interesting to be talked about??

it is damn hurt... but only if the person understand my feeling regarding this..

am i too meminta-minta???? am i???

what else could be the topic for conversation?? if there is no work-related...? and also no what's the activity of today..??? what else??? oh.. don't they get it, that small thing also important in relationship? it's not about mindset.. but it's bout things that will strengthen the relationship... things that can make both heart tied-up more closer and nourishing all the time.. 

oh, this is called as life principal is it? erm.. i understand it is that way.. is it mydear friends out there??i understand, but.. let see in both direction.. i'm the one who like to keep cntct tru the day.. but, as the life-principal of that person is not like that, i admit.. not tru the day.. but, can it be negotiable to have 1 to 2 conversation a day? at least if none in the day, must in the night.. is it too much???  oh i understand in the situation of busy... if busy, then it's fine for me...

but come back here...

it is a burden to my heart when i couldnt talk when there is no important topic at all!! coz lastly it's me who feel hurted and touched... come on... someone help me pls.. 

Searching...searching and searching... arghhh...

Hye..

First of all, thanks to new followers.. hope u all can invite ur frens too to follow this blog. for the starter like me need support from u all guys. THanks again.

Searching...

ooohhh... i'm like craving.. craving like hunting... hunting for a living.. huff...

erm, nowadays mylife is full of searching, searching for jobs, searching easy money making, searching for career.. searching for something that i am capable of. Coz i knew that not everything i am capable of, so i keep searching.. then trying... then waiting... then keep searching again, perhaps what i'm doing will give me a better result soon.


yeaahhh...
wish for my luck! tq.

Love and be Loved

Love makes us smile.. love also makes us cry... but why do we still in it?

It's simple, because everyday each of us want to love and be love ....actually, i can say it is not that we want to love or be loved..but, something that can be called as NEED already. NEED ??? hmmm... am i correct?

Hushhh... so many thing to think la like that, aite?
Mmmm... loving is something nature, it is inside ourself.. when we love someone, we also crave for their love too. Undeniable right??. Either realise about it or not, deep in heart, that is what we want.

Loving is not easy as saying.. sometimes we hope the person that we love,love us too. Some are lucky,some are not. But what we sometimes neglect is we tend to hope that our lover love us too in our way.. Why it is such?? It hurts us when our lover did not love us in our way.. but does it meant his/her love is not strong? or does it a liitle than us??? mmmm... NOPE.. NO NO NO.. if our lover do not showing his/her love as we hope, it does not mean it is little than our feeling, or not strong. It is not the "kayu pengukur"(measurement) for it..  It will be unfair to them to judge like that.. :P

But then, the most questionable is.... could we stand it that way????
hah, here is the problem... try to less the expectation, try to receive his/ her love in their way, and giving ur love in ur way... Then, think... "am i can cope with this?? am i able to live like that?? am i okay with it? "... ask... ask urself, use ur deepest mind, and deepest heart...... make sure it is when ur emotional is in optimum condition---which mean, not in a bad mood, not in a sooo good mood(hehehehe). let it be in time of ur emotion is stable enough,then ask.... then, UP TO YOU... :)

Life goes on..

Hye..

I'm done.. it's not just, but not also so long ago. I'm done with my degree,first degree. So what's up with that? Many of us also done our first degree.. but i'm not going to shout out about it. What i'm gonna say is, I am completed another chapter in mylife. So, that means , i have to move on in another life chapter where it is actually more into the really2 important and for the whole life.. A lot of people planning on taking master and then PhD.. yeah it's true i'm not out of it. I do want it. But, it is still not really something that really touch your current life and future. Indeed,indirectly yes it is. (huh, what i'm talking about )

Well,
either you allz agree or not, the most important in surviving is the chapter of how we are making something for our life. duzzzz---making money. I'm not a techno-how person.. i'm also not an intelligence person.. i'm just like a kid in this world. Theory is remain as theory, as long as we dunno how to turn it into something. Now, i'm starting new chapter in mylife.. for u allz out there, that is MORE WELL-DONE than me, u r welcome to share ur experiences and tips.. Hope for the best. Perhaps that me also can do well as what u allz have done. Now, i'm still figuring out and deciding, and also trying... all the opportunities that i can grab and do in surviving.. ! so, do help urself in being my friends,and my teacher.. hehehe.. welcome.. duzzz...

## i'm not working as Cust Serv Exec with Celcom anymore.. currently the title is "unemployed".. so that is now i really into something. that can be done from home.. :)