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Thursday, July 29, 2010

Searching...searching and searching... arghhh...

Hye..

First of all, thanks to new followers.. hope u all can invite ur frens too to follow this blog. for the starter like me need support from u all guys. THanks again.

Searching...

ooohhh... i'm like craving.. craving like hunting... hunting for a living.. huff...

erm, nowadays mylife is full of searching, searching for jobs, searching easy money making, searching for career.. searching for something that i am capable of. Coz i knew that not everything i am capable of, so i keep searching.. then trying... then waiting... then keep searching again, perhaps what i'm doing will give me a better result soon.


yeaahhh...
wish for my luck! tq.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Love and be Loved

Love makes us smile.. love also makes us cry... but why do we still in it?

It's simple, because everyday each of us want to love and be love ....actually, i can say it is not that we want to love or be loved..but, something that can be called as NEED already. NEED ??? hmmm... am i correct?

Hushhh... so many thing to think la like that, aite?
Mmmm... loving is something nature, it is inside ourself.. when we love someone, we also crave for their love too. Undeniable right??. Either realise about it or not, deep in heart, that is what we want.

Loving is not easy as saying.. sometimes we hope the person that we love,love us too. Some are lucky,some are not. But what we sometimes neglect is we tend to hope that our lover love us too in our way.. Why it is such?? It hurts us when our lover did not love us in our way.. but does it meant his/her love is not strong? or does it a liitle than us??? mmmm... NOPE.. NO NO NO.. if our lover do not showing his/her love as we hope, it does not mean it is little than our feeling, or not strong. It is not the "kayu pengukur"(measurement) for it..  It will be unfair to them to judge like that.. :P

But then, the most questionable is.... could we stand it that way????
hah, here is the problem... try to less the expectation, try to receive his/ her love in their way, and giving ur love in ur way... Then, think... "am i can cope with this?? am i able to live like that?? am i okay with it? "... ask... ask urself, use ur deepest mind, and deepest heart...... make sure it is when ur emotional is in optimum condition---which mean, not in a bad mood, not in a sooo good mood(hehehehe). let it be in time of ur emotion is stable enough,then ask.... then, UP TO YOU... :)

Life goes on..

Hye..

I'm done.. it's not just, but not also so long ago. I'm done with my degree,first degree. So what's up with that? Many of us also done our first degree.. but i'm not going to shout out about it. What i'm gonna say is, I am completed another chapter in mylife. So, that means , i have to move on in another life chapter where it is actually more into the really2 important and for the whole life.. A lot of people planning on taking master and then PhD.. yeah it's true i'm not out of it. I do want it. But, it is still not really something that really touch your current life and future. Indeed,indirectly yes it is. (huh, what i'm talking about )

Well,
either you allz agree or not, the most important in surviving is the chapter of how we are making something for our life. duzzzz---making money. I'm not a techno-how person.. i'm also not an intelligence person.. i'm just like a kid in this world. Theory is remain as theory, as long as we dunno how to turn it into something. Now, i'm starting new chapter in mylife.. for u allz out there, that is MORE WELL-DONE than me, u r welcome to share ur experiences and tips.. Hope for the best. Perhaps that me also can do well as what u allz have done. Now, i'm still figuring out and deciding, and also trying... all the opportunities that i can grab and do in surviving.. ! so, do help urself in being my friends,and my teacher.. hehehe.. welcome.. duzzz...

## i'm not working as Cust Serv Exec with Celcom anymore.. currently the title is "unemployed".. so that is now i really into something. that can be done from home.. :)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Life is About Journey

Life..

It's all about journey,
To the north or to the south,
To the east or to the west,
All is about our life journey.

Becoming hunter or becoming victim,
Rather run or stay,
Either start or follow,
Neither think nor ignore.

Life,

The journey to be live,
The journey to be explore,
The journey to be chills,
The journey to be create.

Someone here or someone there,
Nothing differ nothing strange,
Work it out or let it go,
Its all is in your hand.


Nothing more nothing less,
It's all about the path we take,
It's all about the road to be taken,
Because Life is about Journey.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

my new life-path

Every living things will pass by every road and every dorm of life-style in their life path..

so do i..

It is 2010 already huh.. and i'm looking at my blog once again. perhaps it will be a routine back later??
well... not to 'anak-tiri'kan this blog.. but time-constraint take me to not everything at one time. huf----> is it a reason?? hehehe.. hopefully not.

I'm done my bach.degree already. Currently working as Cust.Service Executive at one of Major Telecommunication company at Malaysia.. so how bout u??
Living as cust serv exec... hmm... not so fun, but it's okay for the time-being. :)

and one more thing, an important thing to me... Living again as a lover to A MAN.. a sweet man. Perhaps he will be someone that i really can count on and rely on when in need. so do i wish i'll be for him! ~~  love is in the air.. ;)

Erm..seems to be everybody is busy changing own life.. Yeahh, that's good. Everyone doing and gonna be doing something to earn for a living. and for a better living! so how about u? wish that all our dreams will come true!

enjoy!!~~  :)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Cepatnye masa berlalu

Sedar xsdar, skrg dh pun bulan april nk masuk may dah.. tahun 2009... erm, aku pun tertinggal blog aku buat sekian lamanya..

skrg sepatutnye aku dh berada di semester terakhir pengajianku di UM ini.. tp nmpknya aku kena tmbah 1sem lg..smuanye gara2 aku terpaksa repeat 2core subjek.. So, sem dpn aku akan amik koman2 2 subjek lg.. now tgh exam week.. ade 2paper lg to go..

Rasa mcm baru je semester ni bermula,tup2 dh final exam dh nk hbs plak tu.. Sayu memikirkan kawan2 satu batch majoriti akan grad in this year.. but me? next year... :( Namun, aku harus tempuhi juga, mgkin ini pengajaran kpd aku... tp xpelah, hbskn pengajian itu yg penting! :)

erm... aku bru je lepas makan sbnrny ni.. korang dh makan ker? kalau blum, bawak2 lah pegi makan yer..

Hm.. hr ni sbnrny susah bnar utk aku bangun, terjaga tu senang sgt, nk bngun tu jd sgt liat, sbb kepala aku rs berat sgt.. diganggu dgn persekitaran..ehehhehe mklumlah spnjng mlm rumate aku dok berdiskusi subjek mereka.. hm, nk wat cmner... tp skrg alhamdulillah, dh ok sbb aku smbung tdo lah.. bru kpla aku rs ringan n xsakit..

pejam celik pejam celik, next exam aku lg 3 hr lg..rs mcm ada 5-6 hr lg.. oh no.. hehe.. oklah, aku chow dulu.. doakan aku yer.. jmpa lg! :)

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Hari Raya...

Hari ini dah pun 4 hari kita menyambut bulan syawal..

raya pertama dan kedua aku dgn family aku beraya dgn sanak saudara sebelah emakku.. seronok jugak walau dlm kesederhanaan..

yang paling penting aku nak nyatakan disini adalah, seronok melihat emakku gembira bertemu tok&tokwan ku, merangkap ibubapanya lah.. itulah yang paling penting.. Sebab emakku nak sgt jumpa mereka walaupun emakku berkata xmengapa kalau xdpt balik kmpung.. (sbb kitorng tgh suntuk sgt).. dan kitorang ber5 dpt beraya bersama dgn emak pada raya pertama.terima kasih pd abg aku yg berusaha mmbolehkan kitorang balik ke kg..

adik beradik emakku ramai, 12 org semuanye.. so, u all boleh bygkan lah berapa ramai sepupu sepapat yg aku ada.. hari raya pertama aku xbuat ape sgt sekadar tlg cuci pinggan mangkuk jer sbb smua nyer dh ada(mklumlah smpai ke kg pun dipagi raya). tu pun penat gak, sbb langsung xsempat berehat selepas perjalanan selama 5jam jgk. abg aku lagi lah.. ape2 hal pun, smua happy lah.. Hari raya kedua barulah aku (dan adikku) menolong emakku dan adik2nye memasak sempena 'open house' family yg kali ni bertmpat di umah maknjang aku. walau agak penat, tp gembira.. sbb bersama2 mereka semua.

Ada satu yg aku rs gembira pada syawal kali ni kerana, aku dpt luangkan lebih masa dgn makcik Aya ku setelah sekian lama aku dan dia xberpeluang luangkan masa bersama( dia dok penang skrg). Mkcik Aya ku xtua sgt drku.. hujung 20an jer.. waktu kecik2 aku slalu gi ker pasar tmpat Maknjang aku berniaga dgn Makcik Aya aku naik basikal. aku ada kenangan yg best naik basikal dgn makcik Aya ku ini.. aku xpnah lupa smpai skrg... :)

Namun, dlm kegembiraan ada jugak kesedihan.. tp xmengapalah.. semuanya ku anggap dugaan utk kami sekeluarga..

Raya kali ini aku dgn kluarga aku xpegi beraya kemana2 sgt selain bersama kaum keluarga emakku dan toksu ku shj. aku dan family sebenarnya dh plan nk pegi beraya ke rumah tok angkat aku di felda lubuk merbau tp nak buat mcm mana, rezeki xmenyebelahi aku.. aku agak terkilan jgk sbnrnye.. kesian kluarga tok angkat aku menunggu aku tp xdpt pegi.. semoga ada rezeki kami dpt berjmpa lagi. amin.

itu sj lah utk kali ni, sebab aku masih ada assignment yg harus ku kerjakan.. huhuhuhu.. raya yg x raya sgt.. tp itulah... bersederhana didalam apa jua.. :)

pss: gambar2 raya akan di upload nanti... thanks all..